Unless something major happens in the next couple of days, it’s very likely I’ll end up doing something stupid. I can’t see anyway out, I can’t afford to miss work to see a doctor, I can’t do any of the organisational things that would help me sort my life out, I have no idea who I can talk to, I had to take temazepam just to sleep last night, half the day at work I wanted to die, so, there were four and a bit hours of respite, but now I’m not doing too well. I can’t find anything that brings me up even a little.
Needless to say, things ain’t too hot.
Just thought I’d spread a little tenderness or something like that.